There’s a tough balance between showgirl style shows and kinky fetish performance that I do both to entertain myself and entertain the audience. I also love making the audience squirm but thats my sadistic side coming out to play. I find I need to swing between those 2 extremes in my performance to fully engage myself in my work. Not in every show but sprinkled through ought the day and different days of the week.
For me the introduction into the world of fetish was an accident and resulted in self exploration in the area of letting go of stress and external worry and distraction. I love the hyper level of focus that a fire or hot wax show demands. Soft shows like burlesque feather fans or Asian silk veil fans are very ornamental and pretty but do not centre me or create the stress release that fetish does.