As a full time performer I find that the inspiration to do my work in Alberta with its exhausting demands is dwindling. I’m beginning to lack the inspiration and drive to do the work and thats a definite sign of needing a break overall. Its underlined by dying economy and lacking business recognition of the respect that should be given to those who are losing their jobs every day on all economic levels. The stress remains on the amount of private dances that are sold and no longer on the comfort and the escape that stage entertainment should provide. Its no longer economically viable to keep maintaining bad business practices and losing money as result.
The interest is to expand internationally and explore other creative avenues that give more fulfilling rewards and meeting people that help with overall learning and growth. This coming year is time to venture into the unknown.